How I lost my virginity
Excitement floors in my already heated curious mind, the fantasy
was becoming true, the constant hope, imagination was finally becoming a
reality, I could not wait to tell the tale of a venture into this scary new
territory ;away from my mother’s authoritative voice and love!
So the final day had come, the innocence had
to be trashed to the recycle bin and emptied out, the Friday night lights
glowing down on to my innocent face.
Dressed in a black
little dress that left nothing to speculation, I was off to meet the man of my
dreams. My heart picked up speed
slamming against my ribs with so much force that I thought they might crack.
As I neared to the
guards at the entrance, I knew I was saying goodbye to the little girl in me
and embracing the woman in me. That
particular night was my little women’s day.
Eyes glittering with
anxiety, sweaty palms, my heart in my throat! Constant doubts play in my tiny
protected mind as different voices of morality; subconscious all whisper, “Is
it the right decision? I think you are making a wrong choice!”, the hushed
voices fade into the background as I raise my chin with determination to lose
the virginity or die trying.
I entered into a club for
the first time in my life, the other world where I could see men hit on each
other, women dance closely to each other, dressed in all kinds of clothes; the
long-held fantasy was now a reality!
The music was so loud that
I could not hear my voice amidst the loss of my virginity to a new guy called
Kampala club. He might not even remember
my name or be excited that he was my first but I definitely lost my innocence!
So stop frowning and
cursing and become happy for the little girl for discovering the other side of
life!!!
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